Life is goood. :D

Dear Blog,

Its been a while since ive written anything. I think I just have writers block. Hahaha.

Life has been going pretty well. We had a ward camp out this past weekend. It was a blast. We went to the Teton Mountains. :D It was pretty cold at night but it was totally worth it. We got to lay out under the stars and I saw 3 shooting stars. It was so beautiful. If I could live in the wild and look at the stars every single day I would be happy. We also did skits with our FHE groups and did a service project. Our group got stuck putting up a Boy Scout tent. It took us 3 tried bc each tent was to small then we finally got one that worked.

There is a splash park here in Rexii. Its pretty legit. There are always a bazillion kids though. Matt fits right in with them and just runs around splashing and laughing. The girls call him mister. He sait it makes him feel old. (he is old. Shhh don’t tell him.)

We went to the sand dunes yesterday for FHE. It was so fun! By the end of the night I was super covered in sand. The floor of our apt was covered! Our clothes carried so much sand home with us. We played Frisbee. Tackled each other in the sand. Rolled and raced down the hill. Went exploring and even did war paint. Me and Jaide raced down the hill and I dove so I would win and did a face plant right into the sand. It was in my mouth and eyes so bad! I couldn’t see for hours. Just kidding. I could see after like 5 minutes. Also Matt Ladd dumped a huge hand full of sand in my ear and I can still hear it moving around in there. Haha

School is going okay. Just looking for a job and trying to figure out what to do.

Ahhh good burger is such a great movie. I love it so much. Its so random and funny. “im a chicken mooooo!!!!”

Well I hope all is well. Its all good here for now. :D

It happens.

I want to run away and do this. Escape reality.

Sometimes life can go so good then one little thing piled on another ruins it. I have been over looking the small details for a while now, trying to be happy and have a good time but they just pile on deeper and deeper. I guess all things come to an end.

Hopefully it gets better, only time will tell.

I need a job ASAP. Its killing me. :/

Well not in the mood to write much…

Goodnight.

Prayer is answered in mysterious ways :D

Pretty much the best movie ever! :D 

Well life has been going at a good pace. Im really enjoying the things that are happening. :D

I was gonna start reading “The Hunger Games” again but I haven’t gotten to it. I need a book to read though. Haha not having anything to read really sucks.

Well its official. I wont be going home until December, and then I will only be home for a few weeks for Christmas then ill be road tripping back out with my family. That will be fun. It’s a long drive though.

I signed a contract for Fall/Winter so that’s  pretty exciting. Ohh and I signed up for my classes :D I have 4 and their all night classes. That sucks but I don’t have any classes on Monday or Friday! So I have a 4 day weekend. :D

I miss my family and I want to see them. It sucks being away for so long!!!!! I will see the soon though.

My roomies for the fall are (so far) Meg, her friend who ive never met and Jeanette. :D I roomed with Jeanette in the winter and it was fun and im rooming with meg right now and she pretty cool. Jk shes AWESOME :D

I love when you run into old friends. It just brightens my whole day. :D I saw Bobbie my old FHE mom on Sunday and we talked and caught up. And then I saw Jeanette today and we got to hang out for a little while. :D

Janee came to art class with me to. That was interesting. We are doing water color so I just gave her a sheet of paper and she just painted on it during class. I LOVE painting. It is way relaxing and funn. :D I don’t usualy life for people to see it though bc they might not like it and if I like it then what else matters right? I mean I painted it for funn anyways. Not to be graded. Whos to judge whats pretty and whats not. Surely not me. :D

Today is Monday. FHE day. Itstarts in one minute and no one is here. Haha not even my own roomies. At least I don’t think they are here…. Haha ive been out on the phone and in the grass. It feels great outside. I even got to wear flip flops. :D

Michael (my FHE brother from last semester came up for the week to visit me! Well not me specifically but still I like to think it was just for me. :D He has been planning the trip for aout a month and I never even knew! What a sneaky guy! Haha we have been hanging out quite a bit. I missed having funn FHE brothers. :D this semester they hate me. They will be my friend by the end of the semester! :D its on my list so it will happen. :D

I talked to my mom for a bit today. She has more drama in her life than me. So much drama in the ward back home. Im kinda glad im not in it. I do NOT want to deal with it. Haha.

Dear Charries. Miss you. Be good. Love you. :D

Dear beff. I love our daily convos. :D

Dear megg! Feel better!

Dear life, give me a job! :D 

Happy fathers day late. I love you :D Miss you alot.

Muffins Mustafa Charles :D

My everything :D I love this guy! <3 

This week has been the best in forever. AND I didn’t even really do anything. Well I did but the simple things brought me joy. :D :D :D :D :D Only bad thing was the stupid art hw! I HATE it. Im changing my major to elementary edu rather than art edu because the art classes I have to take suck. I love art don’t get me wrong but I hate being judged and graded on if it is perfect or not. I want it to look the way I want it to even if its ugly. As long as it gets my feelings out. :D

Im excited for tomorrow. ITS FRIDAY! Ohh and I have a hott date! :D Im excited but nervous. Haha I hope he doesn’t read this that would be embarrassing. Lol  I haven’t been on a date in foreverrrrrrrrrr. I don’t know if I even know how to act or what to wear. Good thing I have roomies. Haha. Id die on my own. Its official.

I haven’t written in a long time but I don’t really know what to write. I know what I want to write but I don’t want the world to know. Maybe I will have to start keeping private writings. Haha

I think I may start reading “The Hunger Games” again rather than the other book. It just isn’t catching my attention. It’s a good book don’t get me wrong im just not in the mood for it right now.

So yesterday I fell asleep at 10:30 pm and then woke up and it was 12:30 am. It felt like it was time to wake up already. It was crazy. I had the weirdest dreams all night and kept waking up every two hours to drink bc I was dying of thirst. That never happens to me. I always sleep straight through the night. I remember waking up at 1230 and meg started talking to me. I have no idea what she said. All I remember is her talking and me saying “Is this real life?!” and then falling back asleep. Haha.

I need to do laundry but my soap is at Janees house. I neeed to get it asapppp. My clothes are slowly disappearing bc they are all dirty.

Fathers day is coming up. So to my dad I love you. Hope you like what I sent you. :D It might be a little late.

Well love you all.

<3 Sleep well!!!! :D 

Just cant get enough. :D

Life is Sooooo good people. :D I am super happy at ALL times and rarely does a smile leave my face! I even smile, laugh, sing, joke, and am bubbly and happy in my sleep. :D Only a few things could make life better. (Like seeing my GA friends and family and other things ;) )

It was our last volleyball game tonight and it was so funn, even though the other team was way rude. We lost of course but that’s not what matters. :D What matters is that our team had fun dispite the fact the other team was jerks. Ohh and I got hit in the glasses with the ball, I saw their short life literaly flash before my eyes. I was way scared they were dead forever. :/

Yesterday I saw “Scott Pilgrim VS. The World.” Super good movie. Way funny. :D Before we watched it though, we were all playing Lava Monster! (That’s where someone is on the ground running to tag everyone else and the other people cant touch the ground they have to stay on the couches.) Well I was about to get tagged again for the fiftieth time so I scanned the room for the closest escape. The couch in front of me was the best bet! I was in dire need of an escape, Scott was gaining on me. So I jumped. You could say I took a leap of faith that I would make it in time to be safe. Little did I know the couch was closer than expected. As I was soaring through the air I realized “ohh shoot, Im gonna jump to far.” Right as the thought crossed my mind I landed with a thud on the ground! My right shin absorbing all the force. Now a day later there is a huge lump on my leg AND I was still tagged and had to be it. Lame sauce.

Well im going to Matts soccer game tonight. It should be way fun. He said they suck but hey, we lost all our volleyball games but we didn’t suck. So as long as no one gets to serious then it should be funn to watch. :D

Im so happy with life. Thanks to all my friends for their greatness. :D

Lots to pray about and consider. Hope it works out great! :D

<3 Have a wonderful night. (:   

SMILE! :D

Ohh man where do I even start! :D I am so happy with life. :D

I finished my book and it was AH-Mazinggggg! Ended perfectly but of course im sad its over. Im starting a new trilogy now. The first one is called “The Warriors Heir” By Cinda Williams Chima. Ive already read the first one once but in a fit of crazzyness I bought all three so im reading them over again. Haha.

We had a party yesterday! Sunday night dessert. It’s a weekly tradition to invite people over and make food and eat lots and hang out and talk. It was a lot of funn. Someone put a hair band on the water sprayer in the sink and so when this guy turned on the water I was in the line of fire and got soaked from head to waist. It was quite intense. And cold, Of course, because everything in Rexii is cold. Also during the party one of my friends (Matt) put shortening inside one of the cookies and another kid (Brett) ended up eating it and almost barfing it up, but surprisingly enough he ate the whole thing. ME personally, I would have spit it out but hes a bigger man than me. Haha Ahh the joys and memories of Sunday night desert. :D

After people started to leave a few of us started to play truth or dare but it turned into just story time. We all shared our biggest fear, our first kiss, our worst kiss and the number of people we have kissed. It was pretty funn until matt thought it would be funny to turn off all the lights when he found out my fear was/is bee’s and the dark. Then when I crawled to search for light he grabbed my ankle and pulled me back into the dark! It wasn’t completely dark though so it wasn’t to bad.

Ahh I finally got to skype Taylor and Guy! I was super happy! I missed them a lot! Cant wait to see taylor in October! :D

Dear KyKy, thanks for the late night calls I appreciate them even though I may not sound like I do at the time. :D Im glad your my bestfriend :D

Dear World, Here I come. Watch out. :D

Have an awesome day! :D <3 

Happyness, Ohh Happyness. (:

The Huston Temple. Where I will be married someday :D

Wow, been a while since I’ve blogged. Whoops!

I started my book and it just keeps getting better and better. I cant wait to finish it but I don’t want to because then I wont have anything to read! Ahh sad day! Haha

Soo I started watching  “My Life As Liz” OMGosh. So good I love it. Her nerd heard brings me so much joy. :D

Schools been going super slow this week. I think I need to open up and make more friends. I always stare at my feet and have my music blasting. People are gonna think im shy… HAHA! Riiiight. Cant let them go thinking that now can i?!

I think im afraid to open up and make friends or flirt because what if they don’t like me? Or what if I attract another looser? Do you ever wonder if never knowing how things will turn out is better than trying and being shot down? They always say “You never know unless you try” but I don’t want to try because then when I mess up or it doesn’t work it will all have been for nothing. It took me alost a week to start reading my book because I was afraid it wouldn’t go the way I wanted and Id rather not know. (Glad I did bc its heading down a great path.)

I get to go to the temple tomorrow! YAY! Im supperrrrr excited. Like beyond excited. Its been around 3 years. That is to long of a wait.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN!!!! :D Cant wait to go to the drive in tomorrow and see the new X-Men!!!!!! :D :D :D :D

Dear KyKy, Thanks for being my best friend even though your far away. Im gonna miss our daily convos when you go on a mission! You better email me once a week even if its just a sentence. :D (you to Michael!)

Dear tom, Stop disappearing. (even though I doubt youll read this.)

Dear Boys, stop being so scary! Let me talk to you without being scared! Haha

Dear Charr, sorry about warped tour. Its honestly not my fault. But I miss you be home in august! :D

Dear Beff Godell (still weird), Miss you love you. :D

Dear Lexis&& Megan, Miss you girls. Bzzzzz. Party time when I come home! :D :D

Dear Mams McB, I Miss you a ton. I love you. Miss seeing you every day. :/ RIP. <3 <3 <3

I love you. RIP,<3

Goodnight, <3

Music to my tired ears.

John Ohh <3

Today was goodish.

Finally got an email. Hes doing good. Has a baptism Sunday (:

I think I pulled a muscle in my neck! It is hurting so bad! Mainly just the left side.

Im in a bad mood. Idk what is wrong with me. Today went really good. Maybe I just sat and had to much thinking time. Who knows.

The Maine. Ahh such great music. So many memories. (:

Well I started my book. So far its going good. I didn’t get far bc of classes though. And I had to see the ABDC finally. :D Iconic Crew didn’t win but its okay I Am Me did really good and deserved to win as well. (: Also ive been watching My Life as Liz. That show makes me so happy. :D The things they do are great. Sully is amazing. I want my own nerd herd.

Well I guess ill just listen to music till I fall asleep.

Goodnight <3

I want a puppy. NOW. (:

Today was fun. I went to church. Played with a puppy. Read scriptures. Baked cookies. Hung out with friends. Pretty awesome.

I still haven’t started by book. Well I’ve started but I’ve read the same 2 pages over and over. Such an irrational fear. The fear of being let down by a book. Who knew that was even a legit fear? I guess I invented it. (:

Still no word from the Mish. I guess things are getting pretty busy!

I have three classes tomorrow. BOO! But I got all my hw done on time! That’s a first. Who knew it was possible.

The ABDC finally came on tonight. I didn’t get to watch though because we don’t have MTV at my apt. Sad day. Now I can’t get on Facebook till tomorrow because peoples statuses will ruin the surprise. I want to know who will win though! I can’t wait!!!

I get to go to the temple on Friday at 545 AM. Sounds early but I’m really excited and it will be worth it. :D

I don’t really know how many people actually read this. I only have one follower but that doesn’t mean more people aren’t reading. Maybe someday my blog will impact a life or even change the world. Who knows. I don’t really tell about to many life changing things.

Well I may go watch “Rugrats in Paris” I never finished it yesterday. Or I may just watch tv. Who knows.

Goodnight blog. <3

Lets take a trip down memory lane (:

Remember When’s between Me and Charries:

Nikki Holt

Remember that time we went to the ARTTM Concert???? Then the varsity after. then got lost and we saw a rat run across the street?! Yes it was a rat dont argue.

Charlotte McBride

remember when we listened to 3OH!3 everytime we would go anywhere and we would always dance crazy!? (:

Nikki Holt

Remember when we first meet ryry at the FHE christmas white elephant gift exchange?! He got the dead bird and was super excited?!

Charlotte McBride

Remember the night we went to hamilton after we got chicken fries and they were SO good that night and we got up to leave and you left the chicken fries on top of the car and we both screamed! ahhh! RIP chicken fries! Lol

Nikki Holt

OMGOSHHHH!!! Saddest day ever! So depressing. Right when they hit the pavement i started craving them. 

Remember how every time we drove past that part of the park (Where the chicken friend fell) we would have a moment of silence!?

Charlotte McBride

aww and everytime we drove by dick's house we would have a moment of silence! :[ ahhh! i miss our moments of silence! :p

Nikki Holt

Remember loopdies?! And how when we went to Bennjamins and rode the loopdy for like 5 minutes straight lol

Charlotte McBride

ahhhh! those loopties were the bestest by his house! lol remember the time we went sledding in the snow at the park and i biffed it SO hard at the bottom of the hill!? [: that was so funn!

Nikki Holt

yeah you ate it hard and me and nan launched on top of you! hahaha Remember the christmas party at nathans and we danced to that one song with your mams and i held mamphs hair and you left her?!

Charlotte McBride

bahaha aww that was such a funn night! ughh i miss her so much! :[ that's one of my favorite memories of her! (: and i didn't mean to leave her! :/ lol so..remember all the time we went all the way to cennetinial park to play in the water and it had just closed right as we got there?! Lol

Nikki Holt

Yeah it was a great memory! And yea i remember that ugh so depressing! remember the time that we went to dicks house and hung out all day and then went to the dance and him and his friends were there and they danced around that chair and danced with the chair?!?!

Nikki Holt

Remember the time we were gonnna wake up and go see ryan before he left for his mission but we never got up? and how the same thing happened again with beth going to school?

Charlotte McBride

ahhh! i know that was wayy sad! lol we are the worst at that! lol :p remember the time me, you, and beffies went out to eat at on the border and beffies got salsa all over her and then we went to the dance that night and got our jabba on! (: ha

Nikki Holt

Hahahah yes! Remember the times we went to El Nopal?! ALL The times we went there or to BBQ Street in our pjs lol

Just another day

Well I woke up at eleven this morning. Thought I would get up and study and take my mid-term. Welllll I got up and ended up watching ABDC for a few hours. I love that show. Ionic boys are legit. I Am Me are good to but something about little kids that can dance and keep up with the older kids just amazes me. That dancing takes so much talent! I sure hope they win!

Megs is leaving me for the day to go hangout with her sister. LAME. But id do the same if my sister came to visit. Today has been long and boring. Studied for a few hours. Pointless. And watched Jurassic park. So corny but still a classic.

No idea what I will do with the rest of my day… I need more friends. :/ Maybe I will finally start my book. Im so afraid its not gonna explain the unanswered questions. Is it crazy that id rather be left wondering if it will then read and find out that it doesn’t? I guess I should just prepare myself for the let down just in case. Even so I still am scared to find out.  

Beth’s reception was today! AHH! So crazy! Im way bummed I missed it but I hope she likes my gift (; haha ohh inside jokes and memories. (Beth remember the time we laughed for hours over your antenna picture and you spilled you chocolate milk under the washer? It was like one of the first times you ever spent the night. Love you.)

Charries remember that time we were laying in bed at 4 AM watching silent library and that bird barfed in that guys mouth? It really wasn’t that funny but we laughed for hours and bc of that it will be funny forever. HAHAHA

Every shoe has a companion….Why don’t I?

Yesterday. Hmm what can I say about yesterday. I slept in. I went shopping at the DI with Janee. I watched a house marathon. I continue to procrastinate my Essay and studying.

Why is procrastination so easy? It stresses me out knowing that I have work to do but I feel like I work better under pressure and I get done faster with the same quality. I really should start working on it though.

Today has felt really pointless. I never do anything important anymore. Why is life moving in slow motion. Moving back rather than forward.

I finished my book, I think I mentioned that already but now im afraid to read the second. What if it doesn’t answer my questions? What if I never know… I cant live without knowing. I would have to write a strongly worded letter to Carrie Ryan.

Im hungry. Or bored I cant decide. Probably bored. I want to sleep again but im not tired.

Ohh congrats to Beth and Michael Godell! They are happily married! :D June 3, 2011!! Mark the date. (: Happy for you guys (:

Special note:

Dear KyKy, sorry things aren’t going perfectly. But trust me it will work out in the end. (:

Dear Life, Move faster. My life feels pointless.

Dear Janee, Thanks for inviting me to the DI :D Hope your date goes well. (:

Dear Megs, Yess I have a beaver on my shirt. He is also wearing one of those funny single lensed glasses thing.

The dog days are over.

Oh the Beauty of these shoes... Breath taking. <3

So today was pretty fun filled. More so than yesterday lol

I watched “Getting There” & “New York Minute” with Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen. Lol Had to finish out the Olsen twin movie marathon lol

Then I played battleship, marbles, and bowling with Charr on skype. Totally MURKED her. :D She didn’t even know what hit her. One second her boat is floating the next BAM and its sunk! Haha ahh good times.

I did a lot of hw to. I finished my art for the week and all of my Education hw. So now all I have to do this weekend is a little math, a project and a mid term. Seems like a lot but hopefully it will be easy. Haha

I finished my book “The Dead Tossed Waves.” By Carrie Ryan. Soooooo good. But it left one big question that they better answer in the next book or I will be very upset! I just want to stay up all night ansd read till I find out butt I have meth class tomorrow so I need my sleep.

I know this is my second entry today but ohh well lol Blogging is fun! And an easy way of keeping a journal. One day my kids will look back on this and be glad I kept a record of it all. :D

Just me and my dance group. Were awesome. 

Pretty soon people will be youtubeing our choreographic's learning how to do the dog dance.

Special notes:

Dear Megs, Kaylen, Jaide and partly Emily: thanks for the awesome dance party. Kaylen I will never forget the dog dance. EVER. I haven’t laughed that hard in ages. Funniest most awkward dance ever. We all should do it at the Stake dance. Then 100% of our apt will have bf. :D

Dear Charr, Thanks for the epic games on skype. Lots of funn. :D

Dear Beffies, Ahhh tomorrow you get a new last name and take the next step toward exaltation! Im super jel of you right now. And sad I wont be there. But I am defiantly there in spirit sitting right by your side. :D I love you.

Dear Jessie, You didn’t call me after work on your way home. RUDE. I was waiting for our daily phone call…. And it NEVER came!

Dear Frisbee friends, im supper bummed that I was not there to play tonight. Im gonna suck when I come home.

Dear Ben Boyd AKA Benjammmmmmin, Remember that time I beat you up? And the time I tried to give you my number and all your friends creeped on me and wrote it down? And remember Moose? My gnome you gave me? I still have him. He watches over me in my sleep. And remember allt he princess stuff you got me for my bday?! Thanks so much I loved it! And remember our first date when we went to stake and shake and ate in the parking lot bc you were sick and then you ran around with me on your sholders? Miss you BEN!

Dear Andy, im sorry you hate me. Wish things ended differently. I miss our phone calls while I kept you awake and alive.

And finally

Dear Grampa Frank, (Tom) Miss you. Hope all is well….. 

Some days the shoes need to stay in the closet.

(Just one of my fav pictures with 2 of my fav people)

Well yesterday was super long and boring. Not much exciting. Just went to my three classes for the day, tutoring, and science group. I got some homework done and some scripture studying in but then watched a movie ("The Challenge" with Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen haha ) and went to bed.

I thought today would be better because I had only one class but so far it’s been no bueno. I studied for an hour! then went to take a test. I thought I was doing so good, remembering what I studied and recognizing the questions. Well turns out I didn’t do so hot. Figures.  

I may just sleep the rest of the day away and then wake up to do my art hw then go back to sleep. Some days we all need a break from life. A day to sleep away and not have to worry about anything. Well I cant sleep all day but a nap should suffice.

(Just some of the best books ever.)

So ive been reading this series “The Forest of Hands and Teeth.” By Carrie Ryan and I love them! They are super intense but they have the perfect amount of love story. I feel like reading is my way to escape the world. I get so into my book that I lose sight of whats going on around me. I love that feeling. I am almost finished with the second and cannot wait to start the third! I just want to read all day… I wish I could keep my eyes open long enough! 

Still no word from the Elder, but im sure hes doing great! Preachin that word!

So on a random note: I love “Party Rock Anthem” by LMFAO. It is such a good song! The dancing is amazing and the clothes they wear are so sweet! I want all the pants that they wear! And the tshirt with the chalk drawing doing the Shuffle. Ahh that’d be legit!

Special note:

 Dear Charries, You can do it. I believe in you!!! Love you! :D

Dear Beffies And Mike, Congrats wish I was there. Love you! 

Dear Fam, Love you guys. Miss you. Thanks for the flaming hot Cheetos. They made my day. Buttttt im out of beef jerky! Sad day.

Dear Kylie, Sorry I forgot to mention you in my last entry! I miss you. (:

Dear Stacia, Thanks for ditching me in meth all alone. It was awful. But you already knew that.

Dear bed, Here I come! Prepare yourself.

Dear Muffins Mustafa R. Charles, Thanks for the comfort. <3

And finally

Dear Georgia, I can’t wait to come home to you. Even though you’re hot and muggy and awful. You have the people I love!