Read a book, THE book. (:

These past two weeks have been the worst ever.

But while the weeks have been awful, many great things have happened. 

I have gotten the greatest desire to read The Book of Mormon. Always. 

I woke up the other morning and thought, "Hmm i want to read the BOM." 

As this desire has grown i have began to read the BOM as if it were a regular book. 

I read it daily and sometimes for a few hours. 

As i read though, i journal and study with a manual. 

Its amazing what you can learn when you have the spirit on your side.

Also another great thing that has happened is i have gotten alot closer with my friends here at school and have gotten to spend loads of time with them. 

One thing that happened that makes me super nervous is, I quit my job. 

I had been praying for a while about it and finally one night after tossing all night i came to my decision.

I needed to have faith in the lord and make a decision and know he would stand by me. 

So, i prayed and told him i felt like i needed to take a step into the dark. 

Quitting seemed like the best thing for me right now. 

The job always brought me down and stressed me out.

I told him all about how i felt and that i would be diligent in searching for a new job.

After i prayed i sat in bed and thought for about an hour. It felt so right. 

So I did it, i stepped into the dark.

Super scary because i am afraid of the dark. 

But after i did it felt right, i was able to sleep and i am happy. 

Granted i am still really scared about being unemployed But i have faith.

If i do my part i will have nothing to worry about. 

He watches over me.

He will protect me. 

I will get through this with his help.