Life is goood. :D

Dear Blog,

Its been a while since ive written anything. I think I just have writers block. Hahaha.

Life has been going pretty well. We had a ward camp out this past weekend. It was a blast. We went to the Teton Mountains. :D It was pretty cold at night but it was totally worth it. We got to lay out under the stars and I saw 3 shooting stars. It was so beautiful. If I could live in the wild and look at the stars every single day I would be happy. We also did skits with our FHE groups and did a service project. Our group got stuck putting up a Boy Scout tent. It took us 3 tried bc each tent was to small then we finally got one that worked.

There is a splash park here in Rexii. Its pretty legit. There are always a bazillion kids though. Matt fits right in with them and just runs around splashing and laughing. The girls call him mister. He sait it makes him feel old. (he is old. Shhh don’t tell him.)

We went to the sand dunes yesterday for FHE. It was so fun! By the end of the night I was super covered in sand. The floor of our apt was covered! Our clothes carried so much sand home with us. We played Frisbee. Tackled each other in the sand. Rolled and raced down the hill. Went exploring and even did war paint. Me and Jaide raced down the hill and I dove so I would win and did a face plant right into the sand. It was in my mouth and eyes so bad! I couldn’t see for hours. Just kidding. I could see after like 5 minutes. Also Matt Ladd dumped a huge hand full of sand in my ear and I can still hear it moving around in there. Haha

School is going okay. Just looking for a job and trying to figure out what to do.

Ahhh good burger is such a great movie. I love it so much. Its so random and funny. “im a chicken mooooo!!!!”

Well I hope all is well. Its all good here for now. :D

It happens.

I want to run away and do this. Escape reality.

Sometimes life can go so good then one little thing piled on another ruins it. I have been over looking the small details for a while now, trying to be happy and have a good time but they just pile on deeper and deeper. I guess all things come to an end.

Hopefully it gets better, only time will tell.

I need a job ASAP. Its killing me. :/

Well not in the mood to write much…

Goodnight.

Prayer is answered in mysterious ways :D

Pretty much the best movie ever! :D 

Well life has been going at a good pace. Im really enjoying the things that are happening. :D

I was gonna start reading “The Hunger Games” again but I haven’t gotten to it. I need a book to read though. Haha not having anything to read really sucks.

Well its official. I wont be going home until December, and then I will only be home for a few weeks for Christmas then ill be road tripping back out with my family. That will be fun. It’s a long drive though.

I signed a contract for Fall/Winter so that’s  pretty exciting. Ohh and I signed up for my classes :D I have 4 and their all night classes. That sucks but I don’t have any classes on Monday or Friday! So I have a 4 day weekend. :D

I miss my family and I want to see them. It sucks being away for so long!!!!! I will see the soon though.

My roomies for the fall are (so far) Meg, her friend who ive never met and Jeanette. :D I roomed with Jeanette in the winter and it was fun and im rooming with meg right now and she pretty cool. Jk shes AWESOME :D

I love when you run into old friends. It just brightens my whole day. :D I saw Bobbie my old FHE mom on Sunday and we talked and caught up. And then I saw Jeanette today and we got to hang out for a little while. :D

Janee came to art class with me to. That was interesting. We are doing water color so I just gave her a sheet of paper and she just painted on it during class. I LOVE painting. It is way relaxing and funn. :D I don’t usualy life for people to see it though bc they might not like it and if I like it then what else matters right? I mean I painted it for funn anyways. Not to be graded. Whos to judge whats pretty and whats not. Surely not me. :D

Today is Monday. FHE day. Itstarts in one minute and no one is here. Haha not even my own roomies. At least I don’t think they are here…. Haha ive been out on the phone and in the grass. It feels great outside. I even got to wear flip flops. :D

Michael (my FHE brother from last semester came up for the week to visit me! Well not me specifically but still I like to think it was just for me. :D He has been planning the trip for aout a month and I never even knew! What a sneaky guy! Haha we have been hanging out quite a bit. I missed having funn FHE brothers. :D this semester they hate me. They will be my friend by the end of the semester! :D its on my list so it will happen. :D

I talked to my mom for a bit today. She has more drama in her life than me. So much drama in the ward back home. Im kinda glad im not in it. I do NOT want to deal with it. Haha.

Dear Charries. Miss you. Be good. Love you. :D

Dear beff. I love our daily convos. :D

Dear megg! Feel better!

Dear life, give me a job! :D 

Happy fathers day late. I love you :D Miss you alot.

Muffins Mustafa Charles :D

My everything :D I love this guy! <3 

This week has been the best in forever. AND I didn’t even really do anything. Well I did but the simple things brought me joy. :D :D :D :D :D Only bad thing was the stupid art hw! I HATE it. Im changing my major to elementary edu rather than art edu because the art classes I have to take suck. I love art don’t get me wrong but I hate being judged and graded on if it is perfect or not. I want it to look the way I want it to even if its ugly. As long as it gets my feelings out. :D

Im excited for tomorrow. ITS FRIDAY! Ohh and I have a hott date! :D Im excited but nervous. Haha I hope he doesn’t read this that would be embarrassing. Lol  I haven’t been on a date in foreverrrrrrrrrr. I don’t know if I even know how to act or what to wear. Good thing I have roomies. Haha. Id die on my own. Its official.

I haven’t written in a long time but I don’t really know what to write. I know what I want to write but I don’t want the world to know. Maybe I will have to start keeping private writings. Haha

I think I may start reading “The Hunger Games” again rather than the other book. It just isn’t catching my attention. It’s a good book don’t get me wrong im just not in the mood for it right now.

So yesterday I fell asleep at 10:30 pm and then woke up and it was 12:30 am. It felt like it was time to wake up already. It was crazy. I had the weirdest dreams all night and kept waking up every two hours to drink bc I was dying of thirst. That never happens to me. I always sleep straight through the night. I remember waking up at 1230 and meg started talking to me. I have no idea what she said. All I remember is her talking and me saying “Is this real life?!” and then falling back asleep. Haha.

I need to do laundry but my soap is at Janees house. I neeed to get it asapppp. My clothes are slowly disappearing bc they are all dirty.

Fathers day is coming up. So to my dad I love you. Hope you like what I sent you. :D It might be a little late.

Well love you all.

<3 Sleep well!!!! :D 

Just cant get enough. :D

Life is Sooooo good people. :D I am super happy at ALL times and rarely does a smile leave my face! I even smile, laugh, sing, joke, and am bubbly and happy in my sleep. :D Only a few things could make life better. (Like seeing my GA friends and family and other things ;) )

It was our last volleyball game tonight and it was so funn, even though the other team was way rude. We lost of course but that’s not what matters. :D What matters is that our team had fun dispite the fact the other team was jerks. Ohh and I got hit in the glasses with the ball, I saw their short life literaly flash before my eyes. I was way scared they were dead forever. :/

Yesterday I saw “Scott Pilgrim VS. The World.” Super good movie. Way funny. :D Before we watched it though, we were all playing Lava Monster! (That’s where someone is on the ground running to tag everyone else and the other people cant touch the ground they have to stay on the couches.) Well I was about to get tagged again for the fiftieth time so I scanned the room for the closest escape. The couch in front of me was the best bet! I was in dire need of an escape, Scott was gaining on me. So I jumped. You could say I took a leap of faith that I would make it in time to be safe. Little did I know the couch was closer than expected. As I was soaring through the air I realized “ohh shoot, Im gonna jump to far.” Right as the thought crossed my mind I landed with a thud on the ground! My right shin absorbing all the force. Now a day later there is a huge lump on my leg AND I was still tagged and had to be it. Lame sauce.

Well im going to Matts soccer game tonight. It should be way fun. He said they suck but hey, we lost all our volleyball games but we didn’t suck. So as long as no one gets to serious then it should be funn to watch. :D

Im so happy with life. Thanks to all my friends for their greatness. :D

Lots to pray about and consider. Hope it works out great! :D

<3 Have a wonderful night. (:   

SMILE! :D

Ohh man where do I even start! :D I am so happy with life. :D

I finished my book and it was AH-Mazinggggg! Ended perfectly but of course im sad its over. Im starting a new trilogy now. The first one is called “The Warriors Heir” By Cinda Williams Chima. Ive already read the first one once but in a fit of crazzyness I bought all three so im reading them over again. Haha.

We had a party yesterday! Sunday night dessert. It’s a weekly tradition to invite people over and make food and eat lots and hang out and talk. It was a lot of funn. Someone put a hair band on the water sprayer in the sink and so when this guy turned on the water I was in the line of fire and got soaked from head to waist. It was quite intense. And cold, Of course, because everything in Rexii is cold. Also during the party one of my friends (Matt) put shortening inside one of the cookies and another kid (Brett) ended up eating it and almost barfing it up, but surprisingly enough he ate the whole thing. ME personally, I would have spit it out but hes a bigger man than me. Haha Ahh the joys and memories of Sunday night desert. :D

After people started to leave a few of us started to play truth or dare but it turned into just story time. We all shared our biggest fear, our first kiss, our worst kiss and the number of people we have kissed. It was pretty funn until matt thought it would be funny to turn off all the lights when he found out my fear was/is bee’s and the dark. Then when I crawled to search for light he grabbed my ankle and pulled me back into the dark! It wasn’t completely dark though so it wasn’t to bad.

Ahh I finally got to skype Taylor and Guy! I was super happy! I missed them a lot! Cant wait to see taylor in October! :D

Dear KyKy, thanks for the late night calls I appreciate them even though I may not sound like I do at the time. :D Im glad your my bestfriend :D

Dear World, Here I come. Watch out. :D

Have an awesome day! :D <3 

Happyness, Ohh Happyness. (:

The Huston Temple. Where I will be married someday :D

Wow, been a while since I’ve blogged. Whoops!

I started my book and it just keeps getting better and better. I cant wait to finish it but I don’t want to because then I wont have anything to read! Ahh sad day! Haha

Soo I started watching  “My Life As Liz” OMGosh. So good I love it. Her nerd heard brings me so much joy. :D

Schools been going super slow this week. I think I need to open up and make more friends. I always stare at my feet and have my music blasting. People are gonna think im shy… HAHA! Riiiight. Cant let them go thinking that now can i?!

I think im afraid to open up and make friends or flirt because what if they don’t like me? Or what if I attract another looser? Do you ever wonder if never knowing how things will turn out is better than trying and being shot down? They always say “You never know unless you try” but I don’t want to try because then when I mess up or it doesn’t work it will all have been for nothing. It took me alost a week to start reading my book because I was afraid it wouldn’t go the way I wanted and Id rather not know. (Glad I did bc its heading down a great path.)

I get to go to the temple tomorrow! YAY! Im supperrrrr excited. Like beyond excited. Its been around 3 years. That is to long of a wait.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN!!!! :D Cant wait to go to the drive in tomorrow and see the new X-Men!!!!!! :D :D :D :D

Dear KyKy, Thanks for being my best friend even though your far away. Im gonna miss our daily convos when you go on a mission! You better email me once a week even if its just a sentence. :D (you to Michael!)

Dear tom, Stop disappearing. (even though I doubt youll read this.)

Dear Boys, stop being so scary! Let me talk to you without being scared! Haha

Dear Charr, sorry about warped tour. Its honestly not my fault. But I miss you be home in august! :D

Dear Beff Godell (still weird), Miss you love you. :D

Dear Lexis&& Megan, Miss you girls. Bzzzzz. Party time when I come home! :D :D

Dear Mams McB, I Miss you a ton. I love you. Miss seeing you every day. :/ RIP. <3 <3 <3

I love you. RIP,<3

Goodnight, <3